So I finally caved in and bought two pretty, light-weight dresses from Meijers. Both are extra large (I am such a fatty *SOB*) and black and white patterned. I LOVE 'EM!
I just wish I could wear them now, not in a few months...or even years. Yikes!
I just want to be who I am! Why can't I do that! ... Oh yeah, it's because I don't want to lose all my Christian friends and my family too. That, plus risk going against God and not bringing Him glory through my testimony anymore. What should I do? Be myself and find happiness, or be a man and "rub some dirt on it" and NOT be myself 'cause God might send me to Hell?
I am officially finding a therapist and figuring out my gender issue! I am tired of my feeling of despair and hopelessness.
If anyone reads this, just give me your story and maybe it will help me.
P.S. I am looking for latex leggings, or some falsies (false latex leggings). Any idea wear to shop?